Two in one day after a 6 day dry spell...

I know you're overwhelmed, right?

So what am I going to do for my birthday?  Now the cook out isn't happening because it's my birthday and because other people can't come, I think, so we're back to square one.  Now I'm not even sure if I want to leave my kids anywhere because Hannah and, consequently, Seth, LOVE birthdays.  I'd hate to take them out of it.  Thing is, I love birthdays too.  I just don't know.  I'm so tired of being indecisive.  I'm certain that my indecisiveness comes from trying to make decisions to benefit all, and not really caring if it's going to benefit me much. 

I haven't been as irritable from the steroids today.  I think that they didn't effect me as much today as they did on the initial day.  I only have 4 days left of them.  Yea!  Oh man, I just remembered I was supposed to pick my memory verse today for the Beth Moore scripture memorization thing.  I guess I'll pick it tomorrow.  It's pretty close to the 15th anyway. 

I'm wanting to make something new for my birthday "cake."  I'll let you know later, if it comes to fruition.  It's still cake, only a little altered.  Hopefully it'll work, and I can get the energy to do it.  So now I'm going to sleep, so I can get even more energy for tomorrow.  I feel like I need to find an energy pack hidden somewhere behind some question mark, or in tinkly green ball form after killing a flying enemy or something.  Yeah, I'm weird.