Today's the Day

As if this week wasn't weird enough, today is the due date of our baby we lost in March.  I went to a movie with Peaches tonight.  We were going to go to eat, but we decided to eat popcorn and see The Social Network.  It was a really good movie, but not great for everyone.  I don't think it would matter to lots of people that don't care about the internet or computers.  I haven't mentioned it to anyone today because I really don't want the attention drawn to me right now.  Why am I posting it here where anyone can read it?  Well, I want to say it, but I don't want to talk about it.  It doesn't really make me super emotional, but it does skew my thinking a little.  My dad's problem is so big, and it's right here right now.  I'm not wanting to play up the deal.  It's just weird that right now I could be either having a baby, or just about to (and close to decapitating every human within reaching distance).  Anyway, just a weird week.  I'm ready for tomorrow, Friday and then the weekend.